Ashamed

I can't accept it, no I can't even look in your eyes
Do you even love me or is it just lovely to be with someone
You look right through me, isn't it lonely, lonely yeah
To think you're so holy, and you've got no one to praise you

Why did I neglect myself to sate ya
You say I'm perfect but your look is hurting me
I might spill my guts trying to find where
It all went wrong but I already know

I'm ashamed, I'm ashamed, I'm ashamed
To be myself around you
It's too late, it's too late, it's too late
You can't undo the damage you've done

Can't undo the damage you've done
You were the one decided to run
It ended before it had even begun
So now I sit here and I try to move on, I try to move on
But I miss you so, the image of us won't let me go
I miss your eyes so hazel green, beautiful shade like autumn leaves

But you still call me time to time
When you feel lonely I am fine
You ask me how I've been today, and say that you want us to try again
But you're just scared of being alone
You just want somebody to polish your throne
And feed your ego with compliments
While you're breaking my confidence

You would tell me I was perfect and on the next day
I was annoying as fuck
Never knew the mood you were in
Some days I just had to try my luck
Try to tell you jokes, hoping you would laugh
But instead you told me to grow up
When I think about it, maybe it was best
That our relationship came to a stop

Why did I neglect myself to sate ya
You say I'm perfect but your look is hurting me
I might spill my guts trying to find where
It all went wrong but I already know

I'm ashamed, I'm ashamed, I'm ashamed
To be myself around you
It's too late, it's too late, it's too late
You can't undo the damage you've done

Tell me why I put you on a pedestal
While I'm barely on the surface
I'm drowning in the sea
And all you do is write my name in cursive

And I'm barely holding on
I tried to give you the world
You wrote a letter once or twice

I'm ashamed, I'm ashamed, I'm ashamed
To be myself around you
It's too late, it's too late, it's too late
You can't undo the damage you've done



Credits
Writer(s): Alexander Heegaard Jorgensen
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