to the bone

Give me a minute
Don't think we're finished
Took all of September
Cooled down my temper
And tried to remember it wasn't always a lie

You in my oversized hoodie
Right where we should be
Just two naive souls on the scene of this movie
Little did I know
Soon this would all go
Tried biting my tongue
But now I'm burning lungs

This is too much it's fucking tiring
And it won't stop coz I'm spiraling
Out of control, bring me back to when the ground was masked in snow

Coz late back in august
I'd had too much to drink
And if I'm honest
I don't know what to think
Now that it's over
I've been sober but can't stop holding onto this

So I scream down the 95
I couldn't catch my breath
I'd start to close my eyes
Remember how you said
That when we're older
I'd still have your shoulder
To lean on, you liar
You're burning this fire to the bone

Tried holding my head high
Can't empathize cause I'm backed in a corner
Feels like it's torture to just be a foreigner who's so deprived

So I'll fight the sensations, fuck stimulation
It's normal your stressed out
Don't throw the towel now
You'll just start to head south, enjoy the ride

This is too much, it's fucking tiring
And it won't stop coz I'm spiraling
Out of control, bring me back to when the ground was masked in snow

Coz late back in august, I'd had too much to drink
And if I'm honest, I don't know what to think
Now that it's over, I've been sober but can't stop holding onto this

So I scream down the 95, I couldn't catch my breath
I'd start to close my eyes, remember how you said
That when we're older, I'd still have your shoulder
To lean on, you liar, you're burning this fire to the bone