Sinewave

Girl my feelings for you like a sinewave
No I cannot function
But I ain't got no option no
This ain't how I wanted it to go
All these ups and downs feel like a sinewave
Feel them in conjunction
Take me like abduction
that's the repercussion

I thought I was moving on to other crap
Snapped back like a rubber band
Really convinced myself I don't need you
But my body still reacted when I seen you
Oh, I don't wanna go
Terrified to the bone of being lone
If you go away I might just drown
I feel like iI'm under your control
Am I just your puppet or your drone
And tell me would we even be this close if I
Never disclosed all my
Feelings and sentiments
Would I be sediment in your text history
Know I wouldn't but sometimes, it's really how this feels to me
I swear it's killing me, watching you choose others instead of me
My heart is moving chaotic I need a steady beat
And fuck it I'd still love u if you leave me in a guillotine
But somedays that don't speak to me the reason is my

Girl my feelings for you like a sinewave
No I cannot function
But I ain't got no option no
This ain't how I wanted it to go
All these ups and downs feel like a sinewave
Feel them in conjunction
Take me like abduction
that's the repercussion

I feel little draw for you
What do you do when the one thing you've wanted all year is starting to seem dull to you
How do I feel about this
Should I be happy I'm making it out or sad we're getting distant and it's obvious
Haven't texted in two weeks, I mean we text but
Aren't you a little weirded out cause when I say that
I mean we shared memes and had a little chit chat
But that ain't what people who give a fuck do
I don't give a fuck, you?
Is it weird I think it's freeing when you hear that
Cause for so long I've been wishing when asking you'd say you do?
Is it weird I get the feeling I won't get back to the pace I was on
Even though that too was slow and that's just true?
I don't know who I am cause we changed me so much together now
That every single inner part of me is new
I don't know who I am cause my greatest attempt at winning in life
Was already set up for me to lose

Girl my feelings for you like a sinewave
No I cannot function
But I ain't got no option no
This ain't how I wanted it to go
All these ups and downs feel like a sinewave
Feel them in conjunction
Take me like abduction
that's the repercussion

Feelings for you like a sinewave



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Writer(s): Orestis Andreadakis
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