Lost Souls

I said rest in peace to Gavin why y'all lay 'em in a casket
I ain't wanna see my granny go now all I gots her ashes
And my uncle by my side like everyday until his last hit
Losing way too many souls to keep it pushin' can't get past it like (Like)

Got me thinking bout why y'all gotta leave us
All throughout the night it's bringing out my demons
And they be trying everyday but they can't be us
That's the only reason that they out here playin' to deceive us

Every time somebody goes it seems to really push me over
Lyin' through they teeth like should we let 'em slide or put 'em lower
Like if y'all ain't make this life so hard I probably could be sober
But y'all make it so hard I keep on floating
Keep a toaster if the playin' with yo bread then bag the grocer
Pussy tried to be a hero so we put 'em on a poster
I lost count of all my drinks there's never space up on my coaster
Now I'm driving so damn fast I might obliterate the motor
And now I'm flying in the sky I see the angels
Girl I swear to god you different I can see it from all angles
But wont believe it til I see it you tell stories like a fable
And now my brain is taking shots of liquor straight til it's unstable

I said rest in peace to Gavin why y'all lay 'em in a casket
I ain't wanna see my granny go now all I gots her ashes
And my uncle by my side like everyday until his last hit
Losing way too many souls to keep it pushin' can't get past it like (like)

Got me thinking bout why y'all gotta leave us
All throughout the night it's bringing out my demons
And they be trying everyday but they can't be us
That's the only reason that they out here playin' to deceive us

I got snatched and kept it solid never been the one to fold
I hid the burner for lil bro when he got caught he went and told
Like how you blame that shit on me when I looked out for you with hope
A reason why I never trust another motherfucking soul
It's so ridiculous gettin' checks like it's stimulus
Or Nike that's the reason they don't like me cuz I'm into it
I'm runnin' up a sack North with my pole like I'm St. Nicholas
I mumble when I'm drunk and high I'm tryna be articulate
At first I couldn't get T'd everyday but I found tricks to it
Habitiuous
It's hard stay up off it I still sip a bit
and hit the zip
Was clean for bout a week but then a loss came through and shit on it
React to instrumentals like press play while I go spit on it

I said rest in peace to Gavin why y'all lay 'em in a casket
I ain't wanna see my granny go now all I gots her ashes
And my uncle by my side like everyday until his last hit
Losing way too many souls to keep it pushin' can't get past it like (Like)

Got me thinking bout why y'all gotta leave us
All throughout the night it's bringing out my demons
And they be trying everyday but they can't be us
That's the only reason that they out here playin' to deceive us