October

My only cure
Is this bottle by my side
It doesn't judge, it never could
And it certainly doesn't lie
This month still is
A reminder to myself
That all my self worth
Is trapped with the hounds of hell

It's hard to say
That deaths my only friend
Over and over I suffer
Still best of friends 'till the end
I'll admit I tried to take my life
Still woke up feeling so fucking dissatisfied

This gift this curse
It never let me sleep when all I wanted was
To find comfort inside my dreams

It's hard to say
That deaths my only friend
Over and over I suffer
Still best of friends 'till the end
I'll admit I tried to take my life
Still woke up feeling so fucking dissatisfied

And I'm so wasted
And I don't know how to get home
I keep on falling down
The room spins around
And I'm so stupid
I should've never went out tonight
Should've stayed home with you
Just like you asked me to do

I'll admit I'm used to suffering like this
Give me my soul, get the Fuck away
I just need some space

And I'm so wasted
And I don't know how to get home
I keep on falling down
The room spins around

You know what I was better off on my own
Just shine your light on me
'Cause these monster, these monsters are raging hell



Credits
Writer(s): Wayne Richardson
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