Doing Well

I don't wanna feel this way
But I can't help myself
I'm sinking into your hell
But now I'm over you
I'm sure it's just a phase
I drank before I fell
4 a.m. on the couch
But now I'm doing well

Stopped checking on my phone at every minute
Did you call back
Or did my meme pics make you laugh
Oh they don't
That's right
Blocked you on social media
Moved out from your area
Cuz I can't seem to forget ya on my own
Oh everything feels like a blink
(A moment and you're gone)
That lasted forever, I bleed
(All the could-bes live on)
From my eyes
I couldn't see the light in the brightest things
But now I'm over it
Remembering when

I don't wanna feel this way
But I can't help myself
I'm sinking into your hell
But now I'm over you
I'm sure it's just a phase
I drank before I fell
4 a.m. on the couch
But now I'm doing well
I don't wanna lose my faith
But you're the catapult
You laid waste on all my walls
But now I think I'm through
Everything will be ok
That's what I tell myself
But who knows
What the hell
At least now I'm doing well
Hmm

I did my best to cope with sudden loss of sudden hope
And now I write songs just to show that I moved on
But it might mean the opposite
That I think about the things you did
Play cool and pretend I don't miss when it was fun
You gave me this feeling
I liked it, I loved it
I guess I'm just stupid for falling so quickly
The thought of you naked drives me crazy
But all that shit is past and now I'm over it
Ain't it funny cuz

I don't wanna feel this way
But I can't help myself
I'm sinking into your hell
But now I'm over you
I'm sure it's just a phase
I drank before I fell
4 a.m. on the couch
But now I'm doing well
I don't wanna lose my faith
But you're the catapult
You laid waste on all my walls
But now I think I'm through
Everything will be ok
That's what I tell myself
But who knows
What the hell
At least now I'm doing well
Hmm
Hmm