Bad Omen

I had a dream last night where I go to parties
Tryna find somebody
But end up drinking alone
The best salesman in the world can't sell my heart
Cause it's never whole
Cause I've been fucking around
Just tryna make it count
But at three in the morning
Find my own way home
That night he turned around
I thought it was my shot
But I don't know why I said no

Maybe it's been my cowardice that kept things undone
Or maybe it's been my conscience telling them to turn and run
I'm the bad omen
I can't pretend

Smile is the face I wear when I want to cry
It's my only disguise
I'll say "it's ok, it's fine"
I'm not gonna lie
"Not giving shit" is a lie
It's just I care too much to realize
That I'm an attention whore
Hated being ignored
But I do things that turn it the other way
I tried and I tried harder not to break my composure
But failed attempts I retraced
All the questions I asked were answered
Saw in the mirror a devil with antlers
Hide beneath trashy hair
Act like he doesn't care
But believe me, he tried
Yeah

Maybe it's been my cowardice that kept things undone
Or maybe it's been my conscience telling them to turn and run
Maybe I suffice but not adequate all too well
Cuz no matter how I've tried and tried
I'll always end up being left out
Like a bad omen
A bad omen
I'm a bad omen



Credits
Writer(s): Hanfang Gong
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