Convenient

I hope you got what you wanted out of me
That way it's not a waste entirely
But it's just so sad, how I could have been so wrong
While I was thinking forever
Were you just checking the weather
Waiting for something better to come along?

Maybe we were just convenient
A safe space for you to lay down all your demons
Guess you wanted me but didn't ever really need me
Only stayed with me cause it was easy

Gave you my nights whenever you asked
And now I wish that I could take 'em all back
You said you loved me but you clearly didn't
That you'd stay with me through thick and thin, and
It's funny how now you're leaving
The moment we were inconvenient

You're not the same as you used to be
In fact you've changed entirely
Cause I know the old you never would use me like this
Was it something I said my dear or something I didn't say?
Tell me when your mind changed
Or what if you always knew

That maybe we were just convenient
A safe space for you to lay down all your demons
Guess you wanted me but didn't ever really need me
Only stayed with me cause it was easy

Gave you my nights whenever you asked
And now I wish that I could take 'em all back
You said you loved me but you clearly didn't
That you'd stay with me through thick and thin, and

If your plan was always to go
Then why would you stay for so long?
Tell me it's not what I think
Cause I'm slowly starting to believe
Oh

Maybe I was just convenient
A placeholder for the next one you would be with
Guess you wanted me but didn't ever really need me
Only stayed with me cause it was easy

Gave me your heart, I thought it would last
But it was all a part of the act
You said you loved me but you didn't mean it
And I guess I really should have seen it
That one day you would be leaving
The moment we were inconvenient