Heartbreak Season (feat. Sophie Elizabeth)

You don't talk to me no more
Even when I'm at your front door
You told me you loved me
Was it all pretend?
Did you even mean it?

I'll admit
I'm post traumatic, I can't forget
I've made some vows but I can't commit
It's a vicious cycle, here it comes again
Rather live a lie than to feel the hurt
And have to redefine my self worth
Have to look inside, feel it's never worked
It's a waste of time because I'll never learn
Now I'm stuck at home with all this pain in my chest
Been tryna run the numbers up but I can't seem to address
I'm in a love lockdown, I feel like Kanye West
It seems the only time that I can get some rest for real
I cover up my scars
With a huge facade
This false bravado's got me buzzed, staring at the stars
Maybe the universe hand delivered me this hurt
To teach me lessons about love and how to make it work 'cause

You don't talk to me no more
Even when I'm at your front door
You told me you loved me
Was it all pretend?
Did you even mean it?
It's like you walked out of my life with no rhyme or reason
I'm so cold I can't prepare myself for this heartbreak season

Heartbreak season
Heartbreak season

I don't wanna be negative
Don't wanna be insensitive
The issue with my profession is
If I have a problem I project on it
Scrolling through old messages got spinning out, I'm questioning
Where I stand in my head again
Gotta ground myself and find leverage but
Finding balance ain't a state of mind I've ever tried
I could drown myself if I accumulate the tears I've cried
Another night in silence
I just absorb the quiet
Can't trust myself or no one else
This way of life is violent
No one could replace you
And I wish I could stay
But now I know it's sign that brighter days are coming my way
Together we're lonely
But apart we can grow
If you're ever feeling low, just know I'm here
You can call my phone but

You don't talk to me no more
Even when I'm at your front door
You told me you loved me
Was it all pretend?
Did you even mean it?
It's like you walked out of my life with no rhyme or reason
I'm so cold, I can't prepare myself for this heartbreak season

Heartbreak season
Heartbreak season



Credits
Writer(s): Sophie Dunn
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