Homebound

Since the daylight has lessened, so has my patience and nerve
Am I losing my sanity
Is this what I deserve
I'm staying home

I guess I'll open a window
I need to let in some light
And though it makes me upset
I've begun to accept that's as close as I'll get to
Stepping outside has shown me just how fragile I've become
So I handle myself with care
But I'm scared I've come to care too much

Now I fight to survive the days
As I beg for a chance to see
Tomorrow knowing God damn well it will be the same
Procrastinating change, it's my fault that I'm this way

The place that I once deemed as safe
Is now the place where I'm confined
Just trapped and afraid

I'm constantly checking the clock
In between all these waltzes around the room
To the symphony of the voices that intrude

I'm staying home
And I'll use my time to try and comprehend
All the shit that I've been in

The trees abandon leaves
And shiver in the breeze
Feeling so alone
They wither as they sleep
Maybe I'm no different
Hiding from my friends
While dying in this bed

Let me sleep, let me sleep
Cause I don't wanna face reality
Let me rest, let me rest
This is the only chance I'll get

Get me the hell out of this



Credits
Writer(s): Tyler Morris
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