Addicted

My lean's gone cold, I'm wondering why I got out bed at all
3.5 clouds up my window, and I can't see at all

Yea
I ain't never felt real love no I won't never understand
Start my day off with a backwood then I fill it up with grams
I was tryna show you love but I don't know where we stand
I been doubting myself I ain't been feeling like the man
I been smoking on this weed been doing drugs so I can cope
Tryna drop all my addictions I feel like i'm losing hope
I been feeling like i'm battling with my back against the ropes
I was asking for your love you turned around and told me no
I was on the couch with lati, I was telling her bout my problems
And I told her how the drugs the only way that I can solve em
Got a couple dead homies, I'm just wishing I could call em
And if I lost it all, like who all this shit gon fall on

They say two wrongs don't make it right
But I been fighting all my life
Am I gone live through the night?
I don't know
Is love really worth it in the end?
I ain't too fond of making of friends
Can I ever trust you again?
I don't know
Said I been dwelling on my past
I been so focused on my bag
Am I gone make it or gone crash?
I don't know
Said I been living like i'm dying
Opps tryna take me, keep on trying
Was you real or was you lying?
I don't know

It's some shit that I don't know
It's some shit I can't explain
How my lil brother got shot
Why they hit him in his brain
And I smoke on all these drugs just so I can ease my pain
Been having talks with my reaper starting to think that I ain't sane
I ain't had real love unless I got it from my mama
I done felt real pain it's like my life been filled with trauma
I been ducking all the bullshit I don't too much deal with drama
And i'm feeling just like Future tryna stack up all these commas
On these drugs everyday so I don't think back on my past
How the hell you do me wrong, I put you first, you put me last
Tryna numb all my pain so I been smoking on this gas
I been having talks with god say I can hope these feelings past
Do you really love me?
I come from the streets shit can get ugly
I know shit get hard girl just trust me
I'm on these drugs cus they love me

They say two wrongs don't make it right
But I been fighting all my life
Am I gone live through the night?
I don't know
Is love really worth it in the end?
I ain't too fond of making of friends
Can I ever trust you again?
I don't know
Said I been dwelling on my past
I been so focused on my bag
Am I gone make it or gone crash?
I don't know
Said I been living like i'm dying
Opps tryna take me, keep on trying
Was you real or was you lying?
I don't know



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Writer(s): Jamir Madison
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