My Dying Wish Is To Be Remembered

Ay, I don't wanna find a way
Taking all of my cash and throw it in the flames
Stacking up racks just to cope with all the pain
Fuck all the people that think they cool because of fame

I just gave into the pressure
The fuckin temptation that's testing me daily
And I can barely form a motherfucking sentence
Running slower everyday
My demons bound to catch up to me but I never pray (ay)

Moving sluggish think I'm bugging
But I'm really just a lonely motherfucker
All alone in my dorm room
Thinkin bout my past
Man that shit was way back
Back before my fucking mind turned
And I'm tryna get off all the shit thats got my eyes blurred
Voice slurred
No words
To get me through the fuckin night
Without a fucking tear
It would be impossible
That's what I fuckin fear

I don't want nobody sayin I gave up
Because I put all that I had
Into my fucking life

But my life was taken off course
By a couple of whores
So I flick ash out my fucking window
Hoping that will solve my problems
But my problems always find a way to get back
Gonna relapse
Hold that bitch back
Once she turned my motherfucking soul black
All the stimulants are leading to a fucking heart attack

Please, if you let me just sleep
I will be the fucking man of your dreams
If you ask me anytime I will pull up and make you cream
Beating up the pussy swear to God I heard it scream

Swear to God dont mean a fucking thing
When he don't mean a thing
This religion shit hurts like a fucking bee sting
Man it's not even worth the discussion
Imma go sip fucking tussin
While you fuckin with the Russians



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Writer(s): Tyson Dean O'bryan
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