Memories of a Time When I Wanted to Die

I remember cigarettes on a Sunday
I remember feeling real bizarre
I remember never too far away
I remember screaming in my car

The other day I read my middle school diary
Like seriously, I was way too sad for 7th grade
Talking on every page about how much I wanted to die
And how I'd spend every day after school trying to get high

I remember cigarettes on a Sunday
I remember feeling real bizarre
I remember never too far away
I remember screaming in my car

The other day I read my high school diary
Like seriously, I was way too sad for 17
Talking about trauma and men and drugs and wanting to die
Or how I had therapy and meds to keep me alive

I remember cigarettes on a Sunday
I remember feeling real bizarre
I remember never too far away
I remember screaming in my car



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Writer(s): Alice Smith
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