Sober Thoughts

I went from
Body and blood
To burning the bud
Had bridges to toxic ties
Til I burned em up
Discovering new highs
So I turned em up
Checkin out those thighs
Like the bird was stuffed

So it's easy to be grateful for the thanks given
Eyes full of nothing but ambition and a vision
Easier to cut ties when they lack in cognition
Tried to cut me down but couldn't finish the mission
Guess you needed permission

Heh
Must've missed me more than you was admitting
Lookin over here to see at all that's written

I look over, see nothing
Just some gums that are bumping
Bumper cars could have you startled with the way you be jumping
How you come to these conclusions when you started with nothing?
Could be right and say I'm wrong just to give you something
Just make sure that when you speak up I don't hear any mumbling

(Speak up I don't hear you)
(Speak up I don't hear you)
(Speak up I don't hear you)

I could be smoking loud
These my sober thoughts
Never too concerned about what was bought
Could drink the bottle down
Still my sober thoughts
Never want to forget all that I was taught at any point

I could be smoking loud
These my sober thoughts
Never too concerned about what was bought
Could drink the bottle down
Still my sober thoughts
Never want to forget all that I was taught at any point

I've had tears in my eyes that were blinding
I've had fears in my life, don't remind me
If I went and disappeared would you try to find me?
Or just undermine me?

Man I'm tired of these trifling people tryna try me
Always gotta straighten all they wrinkles, that's some irony
First it was colder than snow, now you getting fire from me
I had figured you'd known that I had you figured out
Figures getting figures for you wouldn't work
Cause you wasn't working out
Could've told me you was hurt
Ooo I bet it's hurting now
Then you tried to bite my style
Hadn't hit me in a while
Didn't wanna hit you first
Couldn't tell you what was worse

So this for those who left me alone
Don't wanna hear from none of y'all when I get on
The biggest heart you've ever known has packed up and gone
Wasn't even sober when I wrote this song
Yeahhh

I could be smoking loud
These my sober thoughts
Never too concerned about what was bought
Could drink the bottle down
Still my sober thoughts
Never want to forget all that I was taught at any point

I could be smoking loud
These my sober thoughts
Never too concerned about what was bought
Could drink the bottle down
Still my sober thoughts
Never want to forget all that I was taught at any point

I could be smoking loud
These my sober thoughts
Never too concerned about what was bought
Could drink the bottle down
Still my sober thoughts
Never want to forget all that I was taught at any point

I could be smoking loud
These my sober thoughts
Never too concerned about what was bought
Could drink the bottle down
Still my sober thoughts
Never want to forget all that I was taught at any point