Open the Door

It's a sunny day, still not up, all the blinds in my room still shut
Yesterday was long and I cried myself to sleep last night
I felt my pain deep inside, so I walked away to see the stars go by, go back in time

It's been a long, long time since you went away
It's been a few damn years since this boy has faded
Yes, I'm talking about me, this inner child longs to be free

I just poured me some water, mixed that goods with some chia
Said my prayers to my Father, no more time for depression
Did some yoga for self-love, took my pill at eleven
Wrote my thoughts on some paper, said goodbye to my demons

Oh, oh, oh, open the door
Cause there is so much in store
Oh, oh, oh, open the door
Oh, oh, oh, open the door
Cause there is so much in store
Oh, oh, oh, open the door

Now I'm thirty, I'm on my way, survival suit has had its day
I found therapy, I don't wanna play these shadow games
I'm not a fool, here to stay, living my best everyday

I just vibe with the light now, hope I wear like a gold crown
Angels moving at this sound, I am not going down
All my traumas live downtown, like a locked up museum
Every moment of now says, the future's oh so very clear

Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh, open the door
Cause there is so much in store
Oh, oh, oh, open the door

Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh, open the door
Open the door
Door

Oh, oh, oh, open the door
Cause there is so much in store
Oh, oh, oh, open the door
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

Oh, oh, oh, open the door
Cause there is so much in store
Oh, oh, oh, open the door
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

Open the door
Oh, oh, oh, oh

Open the door