Punisher

Sixteen, passive masochist
Paralyzed by my desires
Seeking pleasure in powerlessness
And furnishing my soul with ruthless sentiments
To satisfy my emptiness

I'd do anything

I've tried pain
I've tried abandoning control
When those failed me I thought fucking would finally make me whole
Now the home I'd built inside myself was a torture chamber
And the only lover left to hold me was my inner sadist

Sometimes I wish someone outside of me
Would take the reigns from her
But she's the only one I trust to be my
Punisher

She gives me what I need
Whether I'm on the wheel or bound by my hands and feet
She makes me bleed, but I don't mind
I can take it, I'll submit, I'll resign
If you remind me how it felt to be scared for the first time

Hair on end, adrenaline coursing through my veins
She makes me bleed but I can take it
I'll submit, I'll submit every time
If you remind me what it felt like to be scared for the first time
Remind me how it felt to be scared for the first time

Sometimes I wish someone outside of me
Would take the reigns from her
But she's the only one I trust to be my punisher
Sometimes I wish someone outside of me
Would take the reigns from her
There's no one that can hurt me like my punisher
There's no one that can hurt me like my punisher
There's no one that can hurt me like my punisher
There's no one else that can hurt me anymore



Credits
Writer(s): Kimberly Hope Taylor
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