So What You Cheated

I sorry that it's been cold
The wheels are going slow
I think I did my best
Flooring my gas but not quite there
But I'm the only one, it doesn't seem fair
(No it don't seem fair)
I gave you everything but all you gave me were scars
I bandaid up all my wounds but then you tore them apart
Getting drunk in the same house
That's my friend you fucked
But I guess I just love you too damn much
(Maybe a little too much)

But so what you cheated
I know you didn't mean it
No need for excuses or reasons
Cuz I still would have you
I felt like I should be mad
But now I'm just a little sad
I'll be ok as long as you come back
So what you cheated
Cuz I know you didn't mean it
(You don't really mean it)

You should've blamed it on being drunk or being dumb
But you took it as it was
Admitted you cheated and now everything's wrong
We can't go on cuz you thought it was too fucked up
(Of course)
Ain't it a little bit selfish, retroactive regret
Put yourself on a stand when I'm ready to forgive
Oh left me a mess more than it already is
Go ahead but don't you blame it on your conscience
(Like what)

But so what you cheated
I know you didn't mean it
No need for excuses or reasons
Cuz I still would have you
I felt like I should be mad
But now I'm just a little sad
I'll be ok as long as you come back
So what you cheated
Cuz I know you didn't mean it
(You don't really mean it)
Oh baby say you don't mean it
(How could you mean it)
But if you did mean it
(I still want you with me)

Don't go away
Don't be the saint that you are not
It's not a play
No lights or stage, so drop the act
"I need to pay" is what you say when you love me not
Deep down I know it's all for show
I'll hate you in conversations when they bring it up
And pretend indifference like I don't give a fuck
But at night going over your long-scripted fight
When you said I deserve better
Well, I'll do you one better, it goes like

So what you cheated
I know you didn't mean it
No need for excuses or reasons
Cuz I still would have you
I felt like I should be mad
But now I'm just a little sad
I'll be ok as long as you come back
So what you cheated
Cuz I know you didn't mean it
(You don't really mean it)
Oh baby say you don't mean it
(How could you mean it)
But if you did mean it
(I still want you with me)