Rock Bottom Spelunker

Scotopic locked eyes
Union of night and sunrise
I search the skies, I feel crushed I feel ugh
Chasms reigned glum
And I'm so fucking numb
My mind's a slum of thoughts I must not succumb
Free me from myself
I'm chemosynthetic
Everyone's eyes stare makes me feel magnetic
One more adverse and I'm off in a hearse
Can't even finish this verse
Gangrene queen
Found dead at 17
As I roam the depths of this ravine
I just hope to be seen

Slowly fail to breathe
Each day shrivel more weak
Forlorn eyes don't see the difference between hue and bleak
Slowly fail to see
Burrows plummeting
Darkness piloting eyes that wish to see

The me that I foresee, a chimera that I've conceived
I am longing for the fawn
Anything's better than this
So macabre

Breathing frantically
Just a cog in the machine
Each day you smile to see
That's the difference between you and me
Compressed and cease to breathe
Asphyxiation plead
Each day you smile to see
That's the difference between you and me

Decomposing
Laying dead on the cold wet floor
Silphidae consuming me
Palpitate
Trembling
So alone
Sludge water grotto scuba dive in pitch black
Haven't been doing to great, I'm sure that you surmised that
Not likin lichen life, I wanna be a lilac
I might fuck around and go fucking kill myself
I might fuck around and go fucking kill myself
But too many people I haven't met
Too many people I haven't met

I've been spelunking rock bottom
I rot with leaves of autumn
I'm terrified of stalactites
The way they hang dead from the ceiling
I need someone to say they need me
Rock bottom spelunk
Sunk cost
Gunked
Nihilism drunk
Feeling like nobody fucking sees me
I'd write my suicide note in alphabet soup cuz I'm so fucking silly
I'm so motherfucking silly
When your favourite things don't make you happy anymore
I'm bored, time to self abhor
My current coping mechanism is to not cope
I'm a corpse
Centuries from now paleontologists will unearth my skull from these floorboards
Saying "this one had big dreams but couldn't make it what a whore"
That's not what paleontologists do, what a stupid metaphor
Can't even get that fucking right, stupid fucking metaphor
Keep excavating deeper tunnels
I'm a walking cadaver
The stalactites got faces and they're whispering for me to join them with glamour
Keep excavating deeper tunnels
I coddiwomple distraught
Everyday I continue to rot



Credits
Writer(s): Zayden Bourassa
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