Dark Thoughts (Remix)

Go ahead say your goodbye (goodbye)
As my soul float inna sky (uh)
I know this sound crazy (I know)
But these are how my thoughts been lately (uh huh)
Devil in my ear he tryna take me (uh uh)
But I won't let em break me (uh uh)
Back against the wall but ima still pull through like Brady (uh huh)
Came to far to lose no I won't stop I gotta make it
I feel that I'm close I just gotta

See deep inside yea I'm in pain but ima say I'm fine
(I'm doing fine)
Depression is killing me slowly but I swear I'm trying
(swear I'm trying)
I'm 23 but I could die before hit 25 (25)
See life's a gamble my nigga you gotta see the signs
(see the signs)

That's why I calculate every step like a chess move
(just like a chess move)
See this is permanent can't Renege like a tattoo (you can't)
Sticks and stones can't break my bones I'm hard as bamboo
(hard as bamboo)
Been thru the storm a hunnit times ain't nun I can't handle
Yeaaa
If I was gone bet you would mention me
(you would mention me)
Now it's in the books the benchmark of the century
Now you pray everyday feeling guilt you fond of missing me
(I know you missing me)
Now you all alone talk to yourself you can't even vent to me
It's history (yea it's history) look at what you did to me (look)
Took my last breath now you stuck sitting there in misery
(now you in misery)
Too little too late now I'm dead what an epiphany
Finally got a piece of mind that's what I call tranquility
Yeah

Go ahead say your goodbye (goodbye)
As my soul float inna sky (uh)
I know this sound crazy (I know)
But these are how my thoughts been lately (uh huh)
Devil in my ear he tryna take me (uh uh)
But I won't let em break me (uh uh)
Back against the wall but ima still pull through like Brady (uh huh)
Came to far to lose no I won't stop I gotta make it
I feel that I'm close I just gotta

All this pain built deep inside I feel exhausted
Seems like I'm okay but where's my mind I think I lost it
I been off the meds can't take too many gotta be cautious
Mixing anything chemical X now I'm nauseous (nauseous)
See now a days it's getting hard to look me inna eyes
Look inna mirror just to ask myself like who am I?
Come take a walk in my shoes I bet you wouldn't even try
The only time I feel alive is thinking about suicide (suicide)
Uhh and I know that sound crazy (it's crazy)
The way I'm feeling got me screaming lord take me (come on take me)
I got the devil on my back tryna erase me (yeah)
All these dark clouds over me they always chase me (yeah)
Uhh I always wonder whats the meaning? (Like what's the meaning?)
This can't be real someone wake me I must be dreaming
(I gotta be dreaming)
Ikno the lord keeping me here he gotta reason
Send me a angel help me fight off all my demons

Go ahead say your goodbye (goodbye)
As my soul float inna sky (uh)
I know this sound crazy (I know)
But these are how my thoughts been lately (uh huh)
Devil in my ear he tryna take me (uh uh)
But I won't let em break me (uh uh)
Back against the wall but ima still pull through like Brady (uh huh)
Came to far to lose no I won't stop I gotta make it
I feel that I'm close I just gotta take it



Credits
Writer(s): Jessie Lee Williams, Tyquan Squire
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