ASYLUM

I think I miss you in my bones
I don't wanna be alone
I had to let you go
Was only sleeping with your ghost
That pit in my stomach
My heart drops of a summit
Whenever your name comes up
I say it's just bad luck

And I held back the tears all week
'Cause every time I cry I bring you back to me
And I didn't sleep all week
'Cause every time I try you show up in my dreams

So don't you tell me
That it was just wrong timing
Those words that make my mind spin
Those words that crawl under my skin
I'm sick and tired of pretending that I'm not violent
Just turn on all the sirens
And take me to an asylum
Where I can scream in silence
Where I can scream in silence

I still remember how your skin feels
When I hold you all asleep
And I'd match the way you breathe
A feeling I'll always grieve
Sometimes I don't think you were real
Something bad that happened to me
A cut that went too deep
A scar that'll always bleed

And I held back the tears all week
'Cause every time I cry I bring you back to me
And I didn't sleep all week
'Cause every time I try you show up in my dreams

So don't you tell me
That it was just wrong timing
Those words that make my mind spin
Those words that crawl under my skin
I'm sick and tired of pretending that I'm not violent
Just turn on all the sirens
And take me to an asylum
Where I can scream in silence
Where I can scream in silence