Deal With Satan

You watched me put the blade to my wrist
Now I'm reaching out, begging you to resist I got nothing left so wrist slit
Told you my time is up, this is it In my room contemplating suicide
Beyond the darkness and the pain, in you I confide

Wake up everyday and ask myself, would you care if I died
I've been in my head and my mind all the time I've been running out of life
So lost my mind, don't feel like mine Please God save me, give me a sign
Give me a sign, God please give me a sign Give me a sign

They say why you take the pills so much, you always faded
I've been running from depression, trying to escape it
My demons a couple feet away, they always chasing
I went to hell and made a deal with Satan Went to hell and made a deal with Satan

Going through the motions, my life is like a simulation
My music is a cry for help, something out of desperation
Out of desperation
Doctors gave me meds, said here take this They'll turn your sadness into pure bliss

Little did I know they lie Now I'm 17, seeing shadows in my fucking room
Can't get off the meds cause my body needs them
13 years of age in my room, so my body leaking
couped up in my room, never going out on a weekend

Social anxiety so I'm scared of speaking
sick in the head so I'm always tweaking
Demons haunt me so I ain't never sleeping
I ain't never sleeping

They say why you take the pills so much, you always faded
I've been running from depression, trying to escape it
My demons a couple feet away, they always chasing
I went to hell and made a deal with Satan Went to hell and made a deal with Satan

Going through the motions, my life is like a simulation
My music is a cry for help, something out of desperation
Out of desperation
They say why you take the pills so much, you always faded

I've been running from depression, trying to escape it
My demons are a couple feet away, they always chasing
I went to hell and made a deal with Satan



Credits
Writer(s): Blake Mcconnell
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