World / Better Than the Alternative

Well it seems that my world is walkin'
Right out the door
And I don't know
What I was
Even fightin' for
But I guess you're sorry
For the way things shoulda went
But I'll put this away
With the rest of my regrets
Until a late night down the road
When I will learn,
To blame myself for everything at once

School started back
And we grew apart,
She got off track
While I got a new start
And I shouldn't feel this way,
Cause I've fought it for so long
What will they say after I play this song?
Don't you cry,
Cause I'll do it for you
And I said I was done with overthinkin',
But reality's still sinkin' in
But if I lock
You people out my life
If I cancel plans,
Stay at home
If I live on my own,
But I'll stay hateful
For way too long
And I don't feel
I can trust
Anyone at all

If I say "I hate you" once
Will I come runnin' back in two months?
I got the friends why do I feel alone?
If I got everything why do I check my phone?
But I ran like hell
To get away from that place,
And now all I'm seen as
Is the family disgrace
But no one ever said that,
That's just how I feel

But when school starts back
And we grow apart,
If that's a yes,
Then I don't wanna start
To say
How I feel
I don't know if it's in my head
And if it's a lie, then someone said:
Don't you cry,
Cause I'll do it for you
And I said I was done with overthinkin',
But reality's still sinkin' in
But if I lock
You people out my life
If I cancel plans,
Stay at home
If I live on my own,
And I'll stay hateful
For way too long
And I don't feel
I can trust
Anyone at all

But it's sweet words and lollipops,
And good things that I forgot
If everything is in its place,
So leave right now without a trace,
And I can't find the motivation to do what I want
So how could I care,
For anything at all?