Country Club Melodies

I've been feeling kinda eerie bout this situation
It gets scary be encouraged, chase your occupations
woulda busted you down, give you a crown & baby
Money be the only thang that keep me motivated
Them same cards you dealing, I'ma be the one to play it
Grind so damn hard, ain't have a pot to piss in
Closest ones turn their back on me, I'm reminiscing

In my own damn lane, I can't switch for nothing
Angels watching me, I'm rocking heavy every step
Hope I find me a way up out the lion's den
It's hard to shake the way that I've been feeling
I had love in my heart, now I'm raging
Should've told you from the start that I'll finish this
I got love for you baby, ain't no doubt about it
Put my soul on ice, temporary

I'm not immortal, I feel like I could live forever
They wanna lock me in a dungeon, throw away the key
It's attractive when you getting down on your knees
I'm in your head,
I wanna know your heart's desires
Niggas mad, I took the time out to achieve
If it wasn't for me, probably wouldn't even believe
I'm hard headed, I don't listen, I went through that flame

aint venting to nobody, I sing to the wind
If I keep climbing, shit, I know I'll make it to the cliff
Close my eyes, I repent for the shit that I did
Got everything I need, shit ain't right with my people
My brother out in Europe he ain't even European
Hit the water on my way back to the Caribbean
You know I've been the one for you
I was playing but I still found a way to follow through

Found a route and I took it first chance that I got
That shit you did it hurt, You won't catch a nigga pouting about it
I invested in my time, this the dividends
It's some faces that I'll probably never see again
On the road from early morning until the evening
I come back home when I reach the clarity I need
One thing for sure, I gotta get it in I see a red light, I get the speeding

Like gravity, baby, you pullin' me in
Check the clock, but it stopped ticking