Lost In Discomfort

There's no way to ever escape
There's no way home
I just wanna shut the doors
That will not close
Everything is impossible
I feel so uncomfortable

Anytime I am alone
I just want someone
To hold cuz-

I cannot take the goddamn pressure (pressure)
It's getting worse now that I'm older

I feel the hands touching my shoulders (shoulders)
Now it's affecting my bipolar

I do not see or feel right things anymore
And when I do it's
Just Too much for me
I beg and plead
For

A life where I can see like i did before
Where it's not weird to me
I guarantee
I won't be free

I feel so strange
Don't look at me

I need to lay
I'm in between two places

I do not see or feel right things anymore
And when I do it's
Just Too much for me
I beg and plead
For

A life where I can see like i did before
Where it's not weird to me
I guarantee
I won't be free

Oooh
You don't get the feeling
I'm just dealing
With fate

No matter what I do
There never is a change

I guess I gotta play the game

Tho I am too tired for today