Someone to Help You

You learn a lot about
Someone from how they disagree with you
It took a while to figure out
You would just keep doing whatever you wanted to

All the pills around the floor
No matter what they're for, you're abusing them
And now you're storming out the door
Said you're gone for good, ha
I'll see you later then

And all you ever had to do
Was find someone to help you
Anyone to help you
Walk through any door
Tell 'em what you're there for and
Find someone to help you
Only if you want to
Fragments of your life
Flash before your eyes
You can't decide to live or die
Can't see the crazy in your own eyes

So I cried and signed and sealed
To make it real that you're not welcome here
And all the secrets that revealed
Shook me to my core, filled me with fear
It was clear you wouldn't try
Just cry and beg and cheat and steal for someone to believe your lies
I couldn't look you in the eye
Without feeling something other than
A love that wanted to survive

And all you ever had to do
Was find someone to help you
Anyone to help you
Walk through any door
Tell 'em what you're there for and
Find someone to help you
Only if you want to
Fragments of your life
Flash before your eyes
You can't decide to drop the lies
Can't see the crazy in your own eyes

"I'm having a really difficult time right now with things mostly that I've done and ultimately can't forgive myself for"

Then the night I got the call
I showed up strong, but in a body bag you're not so tall
And then I sang your favorite song
One last time and watched as they just
Drove you off

And all you ever had to do
Was find someone to help you
Anyone to help you
Walk through any door
Tell 'em what you're there for and
Find someone to help you
Only God can help you
Fragments of our life
Flash before my eyes
I can't decide the story I
Will tell our little girl 'bout how daddy died