skinny

Going out with friends is supposed to be fun
But all I can think about is how much I'll have to run
To burn off the tequila

Holidays with family
Eat, drink, be merry
But all I can do is the first two of those things
And cry in the bathroom

What I hate on myself
I see on somebody else and I love it
I think she's beautiful
The lines on my face
On her they're just traces of happiness
Of a life well lived
My thighs are too big
But hers are just perfect
I guess my body was never the problem
(was never the problem)

When will I learn that my worth isn't tied to
The shape of my waist
Or how much I weighed yesterday?
Nobody knows what to say, I've been wasting away

'Cause I've spent my twenties obsessing a lot
Over all of my flaws
And I think that I forgot
How to live

What I hate on myself
I see on somebody else and I love it
I think she's beautiful
The lines on my face
On her they're just traces of happiness
Of a life well lived
My thighs are too big
But hers are just perfect
I guess my body was never the problem
(my body was never the problem)

Doesn't matter what I look like
Doesn't matter what my dress size is
I will always see the same girl
I will never be enough for me
I will never be a beauty queen
All I will be is disordered

What I hate on myself
I see on somebody else and I love it
I think she's beautiful
The lines on my face
On her they're just traces of happiness
Of a life well lived
My thighs are too big
But hers are just perfect
I guess my body was never the problem
(my body was never the problem)
I guess my body was never the problem



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Writer(s): Alayna Kaelyn Johnson
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