You Will Never Understand Me

You could never understand me
Even after everything we've been through
Ya you will never understand me
Every time I tried to show my feelings to you
And after all I've done, after all I've said
You can't get this shit into your head
I'm not the same at all
Maybe it's not your fault
But it feels like you left me here for dead

People ask me all the time how I feel I say "I'm fine" but I lie
But it don't matter anyways cause I know they don't really care what's on my mind
How I really feel inside
Do you know what you would find
If you really read my mind
So shut the fuck up and listen to me
I know you're not listening
I've been trying to tell you my feelings
They be imprisoning me
Cause this heartache never goes away, it's a heartbreak city
Imagine if you felt all my pain, ya, wouldn't that be pretty?
In the heartbreak city
Roillin' round with my clique, cookin' crack with my bitties
Ya what a shame, what a pitty
You all knew me all this time and couldn't save me from the city

You could never understand me
Even after everything we've been through
Ya you will never understand me
Every time I tried to show my feelings to you
And after all I've done, after all I've said
You can't get this shit into your head
I'm not the same at all
Maybe it's not your fault
But it feels like you left me here for dead

Don't you wanna know
Why I choose to be alone
Why I don't pick up the phone
And why I'm going down this road
Cause let me tell you ain't nobodies house ever feels like home
Ya 999, that's the only home I know
I tore my throat tryna scream so loud but still nobody heard a sound
Ya it's almost like you wanted me to drown
Like you wanted me to frown
Like you wanted me to fail so you put me in the ground
At least that's how it feels
I don't know how you feel
I don't know what is real
I've been loosing my mind, that's why I'm taking all these fucking pills
Tryna get it on track
Tryna live with how I fucking feel

You could never understand me
Even after everything we've been through
Ya you will never understand me
Every time I tried to show my feelings to you
And after all I've done, after all I've said
You can't get this shit into your head
I'm not the same at all
Maybe it's not your fault
But it feels like you left me here for dead



Credits
Writer(s): Jake Lynch
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