Paranoid

Slidin' round in the backseat, sittin' in the pool of my blood
Lookin' at my shirt, it's a hole in my gut
Lookin' at my brother, see the fear in his eyes
Lookin' at the stars, hope this not my last night
Layin' on a metal table and they got me naked
I'm lookin' around and I see eyes of a stranger
I'm lookin' for family, I am all alone
Prayin' to God that I can make it back home
Now you know what's up with me, now you know what's up with me
Brother got me there in 30 seconds, yeah, he fuck with me
I don't got no opps, so who the fuck would wanna fuck with me, or even bust at me
And no weapon formed against me shall prosper
Blessed that God was with me and them doctors
Coulda had it worse, but I got right up
Tryna put me on a shirt, but I'm a fighter
Thinkin' in my head, I gotta stay up
Cause if I fall asleep, I might not wake up
See them heaven gates and meet my maker
Reunited with my family and my savior

I'm paranoid, a young nigga, I'm so paranoid
They ask me how I feel, I don't even wanna hear that noise
Fill the void, I bet these drugs, they gon' fill the void
New niggas come around, actin' funny, I'ma lay you down
I'm paranoid, a young nigga, I'm so paranoid
They ask me how I feel, I don't even wanna hear that noise
Fill the void, I bet these drugs, they gon' fill the void
New niggas come around, actin' funny, I'ma lay you down

This might be the realest shit that I ever wrote
And as a child, I told myself that I would never tote
But when he was shootin', I was mad I couldn't bust back
I'm sorry to the kid in me, but I'm screamin fuck that
That bullet changed my energy, I don't even notice me
If I didn't have God, I know I'd be six feet
I'm here for a reason, this is my worst season
Cry every night, tell the Lord that I trust him
I spread love, not violence So why the fuck did I get shot
I spread love, not violence So why the fuck did I get shot

I'm paranoid, a young nigga, I'm so paranoid
They ask me how I feel, I don't even wanna hear that noise
Fill the void, I bet these drugs, they gon fill the void
New niggas come around, actin' funny, I'ma lay you down
I'm paranoid, a young nigga, I'm so paranoid
They ask me how I feel, I don't even wanna hear that noise
Fill the void, I bet these drugs, they gon' fill the void
New niggas come around, actin' funny, I'ma lay you down

Lay you down, down, down, down, down, down, down, down