All I Ever Wanted

I wanted to throw away everything I cared
I was so mad and so frustrated
And just like a nuclear bomb
It was a matter of time to blow

Too much shit covered my brain
Do what you're told was the bread of every day
Anything my mind created was offensive,
forbidden and censored

And for what?
What did actually change?
We didn't learned anything
We're slowly killing ourselves

Too dumb to walk outside
Too drunk to stay still
Is leaving all I know
The way to happiness?

Too depressed to stand up
Too sensitive to take a stand
And all I ever wanted
Was someone that shared me some love

Slit my throat, or blow my brains
Burn my hand, or crush my heart
I'm honestly so desperate
I wanna be human again

Where did this rage and anger took me?
Everything is black and white
and we forgot about the grays
Art is dead and our emotions are nothing but a crime

And for what?
What did actually change?
We didn't learned anything
We're slowly killing ourselves

Too dumb to walk outside
Too drunk to stay still
Is leaving all I know
The way to happiness?

Too depressed to stand up
Too sensitive to take a stand
And all I ever wanted
Was someone that could listen to me

BREAK!

It's so inevitable
To believe my life is just emptiness
It's so beautiful
The dreams where I crash and burn
It's so frightening
The voices that live inside my head
It's so exhausting
Being alone

Too dumb to walk outside
Too drunk to stay still
Is leaving all I know
The way to happiness?

Too depressed to stand up
Too sensitive to take a stand
'Cause all I ever wanted was
Someone I could be happy with

Too dumb to walk outside
Too drunk to stay still
Is leaving all I know
The way to happiness?

Too depressed to stand up
Too sensitive to take a stand
I'm too fucked
Too tired
Too sad
Too bored
Too bad
Too mad
Too scare
Too weak
Too low
Too odd
Too numb
Too lame
'Cause all I ever wanted
Was to know who am I?



Credits
Writer(s): Axl Ventura
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