First Kiss

I waited and waited for you to text me back "baby"
I asked you a question, and you never answered it, no
I wanted you there so, I could be in our doorway
When he told me that he cheated on me, for him

But, I know I made the right choice
He fucked up so he could run away
To the boy that lives right next door
It's really, really obvious
So I won't even mention it

I wanted you to be my first kiss
But, you said that I must've been an actress
I told him that, "baby that's impossible"
He said, "no look, I fucked this man and it felt great"
"Why don't you get some head?"
I wanted you to be forever
But daydreams aren't made for no one clever
I told him, "baby will you kiss me?"
He said, "go fuck yourself you snake of a boy, ha"

I walked into the room and
He was there with his new boyfriend
The funny thing is I would've married him
But his new boy is my ex-man
So I punched him and danced in the rain
I wasn't looking for a man quite yet
I had the world all to myself for once and
The stars were giving me the light and space
That I needed
So I threatened his new boyfriend that
Ali is a liar, yeah

He cheated on me over snapchat
I was in health class when he told me
I found out and
Aspen gave me a hug

Now, I don't want you to be my first kiss
Those eight months just must've been a misplace
You told me "no, baby that's impossible"
I said "no, look I have all these clues to back me up"

I feel like I must've been high
But know that it's his fault that
My world is a living nightmare
I wanted you

I walked out of the room with the money
The court ruled out you to be faker
He sent pictures that weren't even you so
I said "hey look, next time maybe don't show your face to the public"

Oh, don't show your face
Oh, mmm
You lying bitch
I gotta give you credit though
You really, really tricked me