Sisyphus

I can't get you off my mind
Off my mind
We can't do this all the time
All the time

So what's next?
So much for I got you cause I fucking left
So much for I love you my heart was in the right place
Wrong time to say that I was happy in the old days
Yeah and so much for my tender hand
Took your heart and broke it like i'm pulling on these rubber bands
Got you strung up like a violin
Baby i'm just grateful that it never got to my advance
So what's next for you and I
Maybe we won't ever reconnect inside this life
Baby I've been aiming for the stars i'm up at night
Ever since I fell in love with you I felt the sky
Fell upon my shoulders like i'm Sisyphus with boulder
Kept on pushing kept on pushing up that hill until it's over
Now i'm saddened and i'm sober as my lover leaves for me
Lost myself while tryna meet your needs

I can't get you off my mind
Off my mind
We can't do this all the time
All the time

I can't get you off my mind
I can't do it by your side
Tried my best I tried my best I tried my best to
Be someone I don't know
Walked so far on my own
Dug my grave on my own
Dug my grave with no bones

And she's the only one that know the half of me I've never shown
Haddon is the artist Josh is someone so unknown
I just wanna be a boy like Pinocchio
Yeah my love is fading girl my heart belongs to you
So I gotta get this music to the people
Hustle till i'm dead or with my idols as an equal
Plus'n all my friends i'm the one who made the invite
Wish that I could love you while my goals were still in sight
So for now i'm chasing what I know can be for sure
You were everything to me but baby I want more
More of my own energy and more of my own thoughts
Yes I made a promise now I broke it and your sore
Know that you will heal cause your stronger than you think
Know that we can keep in touch cause your who I can call