Numb to Life

The jester's mirth has fled
Now my eyes are lead
My cogitations, they enthrall
I'm ensnared, I'm dead
I'm powerless, inert, and obtuse
I'm immobile, the throbs of agony, they seduce

Anger invades my lungs, heart, and spirit
I'm an unwilling witness to those living a happy life
I can't bear it
The pain pummels my brain, dragging me down
Onto the inky, cold depths of the ocean floor
Choking me, I drown

I misplaced something
But im unsure when or where
A fragment shattered
Only now I realize that part was me
I'm fatigued, but slumber can't fix the permanent exhaustion
I gaze into the mirror, a hopeless, haunted reflection

Fury fills my lungs, heart, and soul
I'm an unwilling witness, to those living lives that are whole
The pain, it pounds my brain, dragging me down
Into the inky, cold depths, of the ocean floor, I drown

Physically animate but emotionally deceased
Forcing myself to eat, food is tasteless at best
Depression isn't just sadness, it's feeling numb all the time
Numb to emotions
Numb to life

Wrath fills my lungs, heart, and essence
I'm an unwitting witness, to those living lives
That are replete with pleasance
The anguish, it pounds my mind, dragging me down
Into the sable, frigid depths, of the ocean floor, I drown



Credits
Writer(s): Matthias Schweinberger
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