Bleeding Soul

It was 2019, we was chasing a dream Big eyes and hopeful, we was just some teens
But it all went left, where did it all go wrong
I'ma tell the truth and nothing but the truth, all in one song
It's been years since we talked and it still hurt

I kinda wish you was here Back then, losing you was my biggest fear
If I called now, will it feel weird
Fighting open cases, ain't nobody know Not even my mama, facing problems on my own
Avoid all the drama and the love that you've showman
Was fake and now karma, tryna catch up to me
Running again, tryna leave, let nobody see

My soul hurt, feel like I'm gon' berserk I need help, I couldn't even go into the church
And I know the drugs I'm abusing not making it better but at the same time, it's the best feeling on earth
I'm having dreams about her, dancing around in her skirt It's been years since we talked and I'm still
bleeding And every word you said to me, yeah, it still
My friends dead, I wanna grab them out the dirt
Man, I feel cursed,

And my soul bleeding
A young nigga with Gs, I still keep my composure
She get slutty for me, cause I never expose her
I'm a prophecy, just need the right exposure Just need the right to you

Girl, I was dating last summer, hugs felt like summer
I grew numb and pushed away, thought I was doing my best
My best ain't never enough, falling short on the test
I guess this test too tough, shit, I had enough

My soul hurt, feel like I'm gon' berserk I need help, I couldn't even go into the church
And I know the drugs I'm abusing not making it better but at the same time, it's the best feeling on earth
I'm having dreams about her, dancing around in her skirt It's been years since we talked and I'm still
bleeding And every word you said to me, yeah, it still
My friends dead, I wanna grab them out the dirt
Man, I feel cursed,

2017, do you remember July? Cause I do, I'm still glad it was you
Growing to a grown woman, really proud of you
I really miss you too, hope life good to you
2023, April really fucked me up I thought I was going numb until I felt your

Touch I thought I was done loving until I saw
your smile My anxiety went wild you was calming
me down My soul hurt, feel like I'm gon' berserk I need help, I couldn't even go into the church
And I know the drugs I'm abusing not making it better but at the same time, it's the best feeling on earth
I'm having dreams about her, dancing around in her skirt It's been years since we talked and I'm still
bleeding And every word you said to me, yeah, it still
My friends dead, I wanna grab them out the dirt
Man, I feel cursed,
My friends dead, I wanna grab them out the dirt

Man, I feel cursed
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