Feel at All

Emotions turned off
It's been almost 10 years since my minds gone numb
Haven't been thinking clear
Maybe I'm self-taught, or traumas to blame here
But now I've been caught retreating to my fears
Don't know how to cry because I'm so empty
Even when "goodbye's" are forced to erase me
No strength left to try to keep myself steady
I don't wanna die, but will I be ready

To feel at all
Thinking it's too much to be coming all at once
Hit me like a wall
Honestly I need anything to help me feel at all

Feel at all
Feel at all
Woah

I'm trying to flood my mind like a river
But now all my blood will poison my liver
When I was so young foundational pillars
Have taught me to run and be my own killer

To feel at all
Thinking it's too much to be coming all at once
Hit me like a wall
Honestly I need anything to help me try to
Feel at all
Hoping I'm not broken cuz all I do is joke and don't
Feel at all
So I try new ways but I'm always unfazed

Yeah I've tried everything
So that I'd sense a sting
But my lies, they all steal
Any ties that were real

I can't feel at all
Thinking it's too much to be coming all at once
Hit me like a wall
Honestly I need anything to help me try to
Feel at all
Hoping I'm not broken cuz all I do is joke and don't
Feel at all
So I try new ways but I remain unfazed
I don't feel

Feel at all
I don't feel
Woah



Credits
Writer(s): Lauren Demaio
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