Hypostress

Breathe in
Breathe out
Breathe moment
Breathe structure
Breathe patience
Breathe higher
Breathe out
Breathe comfort
Breathe colors
Breathe flavor
Breathe wonder
Breathe out
Breathe safer
Breathe gazing
Breathe under
Breathe standing
Breathe out
Breathe open
Breathe spoken
Breathe hoping
Breathe nothing
Breathe
Breathe

4:40 AM
In the morning humming songs under your breath
Catching the calm and strolling backroads
Passed folks out there for a breakfast cigarette, cup of joe
Left rearranging
My screen lights up, the signal ending rest
And there were 15 minutes left when I last checked,
Missin' ya influence
But no possession, convalesce
It's given as is, as in: magic
Endless fathom-silence,
Watching foggy skies roll in and freeze me static
Under blanket, what's this frantic?
Getting hard to breath through fabric
Check my pulse what Fuckin happened,
Happens, I'm in panic
O my gawd in panic!
O my gawd in panic

Mind all locked up in a loop
Where's the way to lettin' loose
Palm to pavement, checking out a lack of vision
Chest about to burst
All this space for falling in, I'm feeling lighter
Tether me terrestrial
Tether me to the floor
Achin to stay whole,
Despite psyche betrayed, Lord
Huffin to the tempo of the seconds tickin' off our time--

I should focus
There should be something that I'm repeating
Where's my phone, get it ringing
Get that mother fucker ringing
"Hello?"
Hello... Hey I'm having trouble breathing--