LOSE MY PAIN

(You can have a friend get their heart broken
You can be there when they need it the most
But you won't be the one falling of the deep end
You can have a friend, lose somebody close
And you can be there when they need it the most
But you won't be the one having trouble sleeping
Somebody loses that somebody everyday
But you'll never really know what it's like
'til you wake up to some real bad news
You'll never really know how it feels
'til it happens to you
Now you'll never really know what it's like
Even if you think you do)

You haven't been as heartbroken as me
And you haven't seen the things that I have seen
You got me hooked and drugs, now it's the only thing I need
'Cause it make me go numb, when I don't want me to feel
I've been tryna lose my pain
That you caused, just by being you
Now I take drugs when I don't know what to do
'Cause I don't wanna be here anymore, I wanna walk the moon

Yeah, I've been tryna lose my pain, I don't know where to start
Because everytime I see you, I can feel it in my heart
Feelings taking over, I feel left out in the dark
I know you talking shit behind my back, you take it far
Why you keep on lying on my name, that shit's bizzarre
You made me take the knife all the way to my left arm
That's why I got the tatts, to cover up all of my scars

(Somebody loses that somebody everyday
But you'll never really know what it's like
'til you wake up to some real bad news
You'll never really know how it feels
'til it happens to you
Now you'll never really know what it's like
Even if you think you do)

You haven't been as heartbroken as me
And you haven't seen the things that I have seen
You got me hooked and drugs, now it's the only thing I need
'Cause it makes me go numb, when I don't want me to feel
I've been tryna lose my pain
That you caused, just by being you
Now I take drugs when I don't know what to do
'Cause I don't wanna be here anymore, I wanna walk the moon

I couldn't tell that they were just my enemies
I defended everybody when nobody was defendig me
Now I'm having trouble when I only wanna go to sleep
'Cause my mind is full of thoughts and they be killing me, (-killing me, -killing me, -killing me)