Inside My Head

I can't oh
I can't stop these thoughts
Inside my head
I do try my best
I know this is a test

I get so stressed
With my own mess oh
I tell myself I'm too blessed
Not to flex
I don't feel special
I'm up all night can't rest

I need something to cope with the pain
I feel shame
No one to blame
Overthinking every lil thang

Them spirits tried me today
Hold my hands together and pray
I hope to God I keep faith
Say that I look happy hooray
I'm Inside my head okay
Outside

I can't ohhh
I can't stop these thoughts
Inside my head
I do try my best
I know this is a test
I get so stressed
With my own mess oh
I tell myself I'm too blessed
Not to flex

I don't feel special
I'm up all night can't rest
I need something to cope with the pain
I feel shame
No one to blame
Overthinking every lil thang
Them spirits tried me today

Hold my hands together and pray
I hope to God I keep faith
Say that I look happy hooray
I'm Inside my head okay

Outside Inside
Hold me hold tight
Inside my head this whole time
I cry you try
I just survive

Intrusive lies they divide
I need help
I want to prevail
I have a story to tell
I stay silent
My brain just yells
You don't feel nothing I felt
Outside Inside

Hold me hold tight
Inside my head this whole time
I cry you try
I just survive
Intrusive lies they divide

I need help
I want to prevail
I have a story to tell
I stay silent
My brain just yells
You don't feel nothing I felt

Never scared to tell the truth
I get deep in the booth
I'm starin right into your soul
When I'm talkin to you
They callin me a fool
I guess it's nothing to do
I'm fallin for the fruit

I'm feelin pitiful visioning
What I needa do
Critical thinkin
But also listen to them other dudes
They niggas ain't me
You buyin them shoes
But you don't know no defeat

I'm goin hard for 7 days
You be thinkin I'm weak
I was sent for somethin greater
Now I'm thinkin like fifty
Performing at these different cities
Now I'm makin a penny

Wasn't ready for the growth
This life is gettin so heavy
Tryna change with the fame
People knowin my name
I gotta do it
Be a good ass influence
It's nothin to it

Makin music
This the life I been choosin
I'm never losin tight
Hello to people 1 gemini
Now I'm tryna
See through the darkness

And also be the light
Outside Inside
Demons attackin me
Angels attached to me
No one outlastin me
Everyone laugh at me

I been goin through shit
And I been jumpin through hurdles
Cruisin through obstacles
I'm takin a Risk

Still learnin
Still growin
Still flowin
Still hurtin
Still fightin through depression

But you knowin that I can't stop
Still writin
Still cryin
Still tryin
Won't die to suicide
Y'all gone see
When I'm on top

Outside Inside
Hold me hold tight
Inside my head this whole time
I cry you try
I just survive
Intrusive lies they divide

I need help
I want to prevail
I have a story to tell
I stay silent
My brain just yells
You don't feel nothing I felt

Outside Inside
Hold me hold tight
Inside my head this whole time
I cry you try
I just survive

Intrusive lies they divide
I need help
I want to prevail
I have a story to tell
I stay silent
My brain just yells
You don't feel nothing I felt

I can't ohhh
I can't stop these thoughts
Inside my head
I do try my best
I know this is a test
I get so stressed

With my own mess oh
I tell myself I'm too blessed
Not to flex
I don't feel special
I'm up all night can't rest

I can't ohhh
I can't stop these thoughts
Inside my head
I do try my best
Yeah, here's the book



Credits
Writer(s): Elijah Fatal
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