Not Okay

You needed me I was there
I needed you, you was gone
Now i'm just here by myself, tryna see where I went wrong
Last words I said was "I love you," how you leave me alone
Like what's a king without his queen, how you leave me on my own
Now I take drugs to ease the pain, no i'm not okay
Lost the best thing you ever had, stuck in your ways
You call my name when you need me, I was on your way
No i'm not okay

On my mind like all the time, can't close my eyes to get some sleep
Girl your love, it made me numb, when i'm with you can't feel my feet
Still think bout you all the time, I'm looking back in disbelief
Had to the take them pictures out my phone, to protect my peace
In reality, I treated you like the best I ever had
How we went from swapping spit now you'n say a word when I walk past
I try to numb my pain with all these drugs, know I hate feeling sad
I had to leave your ass alone so I could go jump in my bag
Is it something that I did?
Is it something that I said?
Reminisce bout all the memories replaying through my head
Was it me?
Or was it you?
Or was it someone else instead?
Nowadays I smoke just to stop myself while i'm ahead

You needed me I was there
I needed you, you was gone
Now i'm just here by myself, tryna see where I went wrong
Last words you said was "I love you," how you leave me alone
Like what's a king without his queen, how you leave me on my own
Now I take drugs to ease the pain, no i'm not okay
You lost the best thing you ever had, stuck in your ways
You call my name when you need me, I was on your way
No i'm not okay



Credits
Writer(s): Jamir Madison
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