The God I Fear

Something is crawling inside of me
I try not to look at it, but it whispers in my ears
It's eating me from the inside
I just cannot let it go

I tried to hide it away, throw it away
Tear it apart into the pieces
Eating me alive, blinding my sight
Shutting everything from the inside

Something is crawling inside of me
And it keeps on staring into my closed eyes

Fake
The deformed God's spell
It seems so bright and I can't let go

Faith
It's corrupting religion
Why do I feel the glory?

The God I fear
The fake hope is eating me alive
The God I fear
I just can't deny

If I could be somebody tomorrow
Will I give up myself tonight?
Blinded by the hope inside
Facing my own worst enemy

I'm still holding on to it in sorrow
I just can't let this go
Walking away from the world
Kissing my own worst enemy

Something is growing inside of me
I see the shape of it, just doesn't fit the world
It's screaming louder from the inside
I just cannot shut it down

The God I fear
Why do I feel the light from you?
The God I fear
I just can't fight it

If I could be somebody tomorrow
Will I give up myself tonight?
If I see the light deep in the water
Will I take the dive this time?

I'm still holding on to it in sorrow
I just can't let this go
Walking away from the world
Kissing my own worst enemy

I won't let go
I won't let go 'til the end
Even if it's killing me

I'm holding on
Holding on
I'm dying with my own worst enemy