Alone In A Room Full Of People

I'm alone
In a room full of people
I didn't mean to
I'm full grown
But I feel like a fetus
Emotions are tedious
My minds blown
That no one can see it
Cause I feel like screaming
Somethings wrong
And I don't wanna treat it
I don't feel like eating

Alone Alone
In a room full of people
And no one can see you
Alone alone
In a room full of people
And no one can read you
Alone alone
In a room full of people
And no one perceives it
Alone alone
In a room full of people
A room full of people

Tantrums thrown
I have my reasons
I have been pleading
To the lord
To come down and see me
Rid me of these demons
Nothings done
I must keep on going
Progression is slowing
My minds gone
And I don't feel like breathing
I don't feel like breathing
(I don't feel like breathing)

Alone Alone
In a room full of people
And no one can see you
Alone alone
In a room full of people
And no one can read you
Alone alone
In a room full of people
And no one perceives it
Alone alone
In a room full of people
A room full of people

Last year
I began the journey of what initially see like one of the most treacherous I'd embark on
Alone In A Room Full Of People is a tale of someone whose been through some of the worst things in life yet walks in grace and mercy
It's exposing life beyond the veil
For years I've struggled with self esteem depression anxiety and post traumatic stress
Although I was around people who loved me I still felt unheard and had gone unseen
I felt in the middle of my spiraling that no one was going to save me
I had to take control
I leaned on God went to therapy continued to write and finally we're here
So I welcome you into my story;
One of paramount vulnerability
For those who don't know me or we've yet to cross paths
Know that I am TRIUMPHANT
Know that you are too
And If you happen to stumble across this capsule please know that you aren't alone and that someone can relate
Open up and let your light shine through
Peace and Blessings