For Others I'm Never Okay

Have you seen?
Do you know?
I'm always here
The same scene
Too much hopes
Self severe
Is gelatine
My humor
Vanish and reappear
Is boring
My comfy home
And I'm in fear

I would like to go out at night
But for others I'm never okay
I would like to shine as a light
I always carry with me the gray

Fellow
Never mine, always yours, I need a cure
Mudflow
Oh, I'm obscure, I bring the war
Unsure
Maybe immature, I need to be reassured
Uproar
In my head more and more, lying on the floor

I wanna be
Like your friends
I'm always here
But then I see
That you attend
And drop a tear
Like a bee
On a floret
Eat by a deer
You're debris
On the sand
Taken by the sea

I wish I had someone to write to
Who understands and who is mature
That can take me over a rainbow
Without having to reproach

Fellow
Never mine, always yours, I need a cure
Mudflow
Oh, I'm obscure, I bring the war
Unsure
Maybe immature, I need to be reassured
Uproar
In my head more and more, lying on the floor

I'll stay with me
Others I'll not see
Nothing's guaranteed
Falsehood around me
People covered by filigree
Swimming in a black sea
Drinking polluted tea
Pouring in anger muesli

Fellow
Never mine, always yours, I need a cure
Mudflow
Oh, I'm obscure, I bring the war
Unsure
Maybe immature, I need to be reassured
Uproar
In my head more and more, lying on the floor