Daggers At My Enemies

Measure time through moments spent with you
Fine lines that I walk with you
Between all our lies, the truth is hard to find

You love the mask I draw on everyday when I wake up
I feel more like myself than I could with no makeup
I'm sick of tryna be good, I just hope it gets better
All the words you say, you're just like me 'cause I'm no better
Throwing daggers at my enemies but they all live inside of me
And if you wanna get to me, I'll give you the recipe
I'm building my own grave
If you want, you can lay next to me
Baby we can rest in peace, faded like old memories

Picture perfect, I never was for it
I know it's said and done, but old feelings resurface
Sitting close to you after all we've been through
Glowing brand new, 'cause for you I'm still a fool

You can take what you want from me
Honey, if you want it
And I can't move along
Buried too deep in your pocket
Almost turned me into something that I really wasn't
But I'll leave it in the past now, don't look back baby

Time stops, I'll freeze the clock
When you say it's fine, I know it's not
Invisible problems that we fought
Call me crazy but I'll call the shots
And I'll be whatever they say I'm not
Do all that shit they never taught
'Cause I don't know what I'd do in a timeline without you

You know the real me better than anyone
Is it too much for me to learn how to play along
Life's a stage, well, I stand frozen
And we were never chosen
But I still chose this

Measure time through moments spent with you
Fine lines that I walk with you
Beneath all our lies, somehow you are still on my side