Can't Relax

You know, I've been working hard, and I finally got a day off work, and I've been
Trying to relax, want to think slow but my brain moves fast
ADHD or something like that, want to hit the brakes but I hit the gas
And I can't chill, doctor's been prescribing me pills

Not sure how that makes me feel, I just want to sit still for real
Sometimes I feel insane, me and you, playing different games
Me and you, we got different brains, me and you, we got different chains
And I know we all got problems, and it makes me mad that we all can't solve them

Even so, you know I'm moshin', even so, tonight we mobbin
Some days I feel like I've been going insane
And some days I wish I could just switch out my brain
Either way we moving, wake up in the morning and I put my shoes on

Gotta get my ass up off this futon, gotta get to class like I'm Jimmy Neutron
Cause right now's the time to grind, if not now then when will I
If I said to do it later then I'd be lying, there's never gonna be a better time
Sometimes I think of the person I want to be

If I really want it, I'm gonna have to succeed
I really want it, that's the truth, there's a million things I'm gonna have to do
I don't got the answers but I'm seeing clues, sometimes I feel the whole world a ruse
The people on the top that are wearing crowns, no more kings or queens but they're still around

They'll make you feel like you are bound, cause to be up they need you down
I don't let that shit stop me, I control my own damn party
You know we getting down like Cardi, the will to win, you know, that's a part of me
I have some big dreams and to you they might seem extreme

But being part of a machine doesn't sound that great to me