I Love a Way to Hate Myself

It's 5am I'm still out
The night sinks in my chest with doubts
It's better than being home with my thoughts
So let's roll another round
All the notions of who I could ever be
Trampled by adrenaline
Hours upon hours I push away
Leave the pain for another day

I think I love a way to hate myself
I love a way to bring me down
Drown inside my highs to feel comfortable
Knowing not where I'll be found
Oh I tell, I tell, I tell you
I'm going down this road leaning out
You bet it's easier to hate myself
It's easy to forget what keeps me down thinking

I'm better I'm better
I'm better than my feelings
It's bitter it's bitter
It's bitter on my teeth when
I'm tied into the back
Of cars we ride for thrills
The sun is still shining
I'm hiding from my healing

I love a way to hate myself
I love a way to bring me down
Drown inside my highs to feel comfortable
Knowing not where I'll be found
Oh tell, I tell, I tell you
I'm going down this road leaning out
You bet it's easier to hate myself
It's easy to forget what keeps me down



Credits
Writer(s): Karan Patade
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