Have You Ever

I took a lot of substances
I took a lot of time
And I'm hoping you see why
You thinking it's all happiness
Roses, and glitter, and gold
But I'm barely alive

And I tell you all the time don't ever gotta trip
Meant every word I said to you
Cause everything legit
And I never left a hole inside yo heart
Just left a dent
If you really knew my past
Then you'd know why I live like this

See me and you, there's a difference
It's hard to see it from a distance
We weren't the same from the beginning
That's why it's best that we should end it

Cause I been through things
That you ain't been through
Some things you can't see
For me it's a clear view
So when we sit down
To handle the issues
Ain't seeing my side so
I gotta remind you

Have you ever been in love? Cause I have
Have you ever lost someone? Cause I have
Have you ever been the one to lose it all
Then fall, have you ever? Cause you never

Now I'm battling these thoughts in my head
And I know that things don't end up perfect
But we need something to end
Like maybe we just need time
Or maybe new people to find
But I'm alright without you
And we talk you're still confused

Cause I been through things
That you ain't been through
Some things you can't see
For me it's a clear view
So when we sit down
To handle the issues
Ain't seeing my side so
I gotta remind you

Have you ever been in love? Cause I have
Have you ever lost someone? Cause I have
Have you ever been the one to lose it all
Then fall, have you ever? Cause you never