But That's Okay

When I met you I knew my entire world change
Nothing was the same
And I know I'm not Drake
My songs aren't romantic
I'm usually hectic
My mind full of skeptic
But I met you
And everything stopped my walls all dropped
Then I met you
And everything stopped my walls all dropped
My trauma knew yours for miles away
I was to scared to ask you to stay
But one day we were intimate
The time we spent felt like it was heaven sent
You said you never felt so content
You said my caress felt like a nest that you could call home
I never thought I could be somebodies home
Then you vanished no more texts no calls
Had you been faking it all along
Did I do something wrong
Oh fuck did I fuck the fuck up
I'm sorry whatever I did I'll make right
I don't wanna fight or make you mad
What is wrong
Are you hurting
Whats hurting
I'll hurt it
I'll dirt it
I'll bury it
Even if its me just say something
I need to know that I mean more than just nothing to you
Incoherent artistic rambling

Guess we wasted our time but thats okay
Guess you never were mine but thats okay
Guess it was all in my mind but thats okay
This is what I deserve but thats okay.
Guess we wasted our time but thats okay
Guess it was all in my mind but thats okay
Guess you never were mine but thats okay
Im not gonna sit here and whine lets go fucking party dude
Lets get fucking throwed or whatever the cool kids are saying

Is everyone having good times?
Yeah
Is everyone having good times?
Yeah
If you're not here drink some whine
Yeah
I've down 10 bottles I'm fine
Yeah
Yo is everyone having good times?
Yeah
Is everyone having good times?
Yeah
If you're not here drink some whine
Yeah
I've down 10 bottles I'm fine fuck

Hey it's me
I know we haven't talked in a while
And its completely my fault
And I just wanna say I'm sorry
And I know that you have probably moved on
And its a shitty fucking thing to me to say
But I love you
Please call me back

This verse took me a whole year to write
All the pain that happened that night
The second I move on you decide to come back
I know it was not your intended attack
But it happened
And where the fuck have you been
All that talk of being more than just friends
But then in an instant you disappear
I know that you ran because all of your fears
And the pressures that you'd never be good enough
I know your past traumas
I know its been tough
Maybe I excuse your behavior a bit
My friends said if you loved me you'd act like it
This verse took a whole year to write
I did everything to forget our nights
I did so many things to get you out of my mind
To the point where I felt I was out of my mind
Writing about you
Not writing about you
Talking to friends
Calling my mom
Researching shit on the internet
Drinking a ton to help me forget
Sobering up to get my mind clear
But consumed with the thoughts that you are not here
I tried to forget you I tried to move on
Im pissed that I had to put it into a song
And then there are the feelings that are harder to admit
The fact that you were in pain and I wanted to remove it
It would have taken years I would have loved every second
To burn the trauma you have tried to forget
I wanted to treat you like royalty
It would have been my luxury for you to be with me
You were a goddess but I am not god
Maybe thats been my problem all along
Why do I need to be needed to such a deep debilitating degree
What makes me think I'm the only one who could love you the right way
I know thats not true and that needs to be okay

We grew apart thats okay
We loved and we lost thats okay
We both have moved on thats okay
I still miss you thats okay
We grew apart thats okay
We loved and we lost thats okay
We both have moved on thats okay
I still miss you thats okay
We grew apart thats okay
We loved and we lost thats okay
We both have moved on thats okay
I still miss you thats okay
I know that moved on but I know thats okay
When I think of our past I think happy days
For all your support I could never repay
Im sorry for any pain that I create
Still to this day I'd move heavens gate
For you so no matter what we've gone through
If you ever hear this I hope you're okay.



Credits
Writer(s): Michael Morét
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