New Bark Town

I want to go home again
But home's not the place you said
I can't get out of my own bed
Please let me feel whole again

The same as before
Forehead pressed to the floor
Stuck under the doubt
Of words hollowing me out
Beneath my own mind
To logic, yeah I am blind
Fear takes hold and suffocates
Don't know how much breath it takes

To calm myself down, to chill myself out
The panic wells up, escaping me now
Gasping for air like a marathon runner
Irrational thoughts pulling me under
Can't find a calm thought inside of my head
Again and again and again and again
Reason an ocean, this feeling a stone
I sink ever lower, there's no coming home

I guess I'll just hold my breath
'Cause drowning is better than this
In time I will shed this skin
And then I'll be whole again

My heart won't rearrange
There's no place on a map that I belong
I think it's time I pack a bag
And get up in the morning
And I'll be gone
(I promise) I'll be gone
(I swear that) I'll be gone



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