Turn Out

(I've been)Waiting for the train to come around again
But it doesn't, no, it doesn't, no
Waiting for you to figure it out again
But you won't though, you'll never know

I stumble home drunk
Say bye to my friends
But we know how this night ends
I hate your mouth
The words it says
And what it does to me

If my body was a show
Well you found out it sold out
Arrogance, drips from your lips
Well you've seen me cry the last time
I found a note
Three words you spoke
Words I didn't write but I wish I would've known
Dig in your heels
Deep in your feels
You can't hold my hand because you're changing the gears
It's been a long, long time
Thinking you'd turn out
It's been a long, long time

(You've been) Waiting for me to calm down again
Cuz you asked me to, I've got to
You're un-phased and unaffected
I wasn't used as directed, no

It had to go right
Ignored the signs
We weren't perfect, you and I
You say I'm the best
Then go to bed
While I cry on the other side

If my body was a show
Well you found out it sold out
Arrogance, drips from your lips
You'll see me cry the last time
I found a note
Three words you spoke
Words I didn't write but I wish I would've known
Dig in your heels
Deep in your feels
You can't hold my hand because you're changing the gears
It's been a long, long time
Thinking you'd turn out
It's been a long, long time
Praying things would turn out
I've been praying things would turn out
I've been praying things would turn out
I've been praying things would turn out

State lines, airlines
Receipts to coffee
Spoon feed you empathy until you're full
Well I don't have that luxury
The words you say just get to me
I guess it's not the same for you
I guess that I'm reaching
Backseats and dead beats
Switch off your feelings
I'm still reeling at the fact that you can do that
I sang my favorite songs, you listened for so long
What'd you do that for?
What'd you do that for?
Cuz in the dark
I saw a spark
And I followed it
Right off a cliff and I
Thought I'd convince
You and I
At the same time
That we would turn out
I thought we would
I prayed we would
You said we would
I pray this is not a thing you do a lot
I pray, I pray
No one heard that prayer,it floated up in the air
At least I'm trying
Cuz you'd be lying
At least I'm trying
Cuz you'd be lying

If my body was a show
Well you found out it sold out
Arrogance, drips from your lips
Well you've seen me cry the last time
I found a note
Three words you spoke
Words I didn't write but I wish I would've known
Dig in your heels
Deep in your feels
You can't hold my hand because you're changing the gears
It's been a long, long time
Thinking you would turn out
It's been a long, long time
Praying things would turn out