Happy Music (feat. Gravy Dae)

I'm still right here
I'm still right here
I know one day
My music will be happy
Again
I'm still right here
I'm still
I dusted off my bicycle
This summer
Forgot what life was like
Outside my bubble
Today I woke
And didn't hide
Under the covers
Shit I might even
Kinda like who I'm becoming
Weird
I finally wised up
Been in every dive in town
And didn't find much
I got smart
And finally made my mind up
But playing tricks
Is a game that
My mind loves
White knuckle dry drunk
SSRIs to keep me blind and
Mind numbed
I was sober
For 9 months
And couldn't cry once
But
I thought I knew a lot
So I used a lot to tune out
These intrusive thoughts
I rode bikes
Overdosed twice
I met death
And chose life
I know one day
My music will be happy
Again
I'm still right here
I'm still right here
I know one day
My music will be happy
Again
I'm still right here
I'm still
Yo Sammy
What happened to you
I swear your rapping
Used to slap
And you made happy music
I never felt quite
Like myself around people
Never bought clear
But I never
Turned it down either
It got very dark
I'm not sure I even cared
And that's the scary part
Now I barely recogize
That guy in 80 bars
Very hard for me to hear
I cringe at nearly every bar
La la la la la la la
Maggie's mom couldn't
Even listen to "Heavy Hearts"
We tend to forget how human
Our parents are
Looking for validation
At any cost
Are we searching
For something that
We already got (got)
Hey, Lachow
The people I was hanging round
They never stayed around
As soon as
That cocaine was out
But I don't blame them
How could I
I know one day
My music will be happy
Again
I'm still right here
I'm still right here
I know one day
My music will be happy
Again
I'm still right here
I'm still
Na na na na na na
Na na na na na na
Na na na na na na
I'm still right here
Na na na na na na
Na na na na na na
Na na na na na na
I'm still right here



Credits
Writer(s): Gravy Dae, Sam Lachow
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