December Ends?

I remember how we met with the sunlight
Your skin glows gold, there was a silver
Everyone expects me just to find
Someone that I will love for life

I was held on pressure
Higher than I ever knew
How could I do it if I was too afraid?
'Cause I remember them saying

Don't you know how December ends?
First a kiss on your forehead
Christmas Eve ends, and it's boring
Then so, she left you with nothing

Don't you know how December ends?
First a kiss on your forehead
Christmas Eve ends, and it's boring
Then so, she left you with nothing

I remember how we listened to Christmas songs
I was the antenna, you were the radio
But something's changed, something I don't know
But all I found was you're with him against the wall

I've been living in the shadow that you own
Bloody knuckles, burned my hand against that wall
Luminescent blurry shards not enough
If there's a warning, then I'll thank you very much

Don't you know how December ends?
First a kiss on your forehead
Christmas Eve ends, and it's boring
Then so, she left you with nothing

And don't you know how December ends?
After Christmas, she is smiling
Quit pretending, leave first
'Cause tomorrow, they're the victim
Even though you were the one trying
(Trying, trying, trying)
(Trying, trying)

And then the tip of finger ends here on your lip
We made a sound of ruling creep
I slipped it under while your eyes locked on my falsely smiling weeps
We made it as we rule the kingdom as they wanted us to leave now
So we'd do it for them, leaving them once and for all

Well, what's the motive?
Left our lips demoted
I tried to end this false shit that we had
We're a diesel on fire
Too much to desire
But a short-lived fire
That once was burning like hell

I escaped from your heat into winter
I escaped from your hell in the snow
I didn't live, I'm your survivor

Don't you know how December ends?
First a kiss on your forehead
Head, head, head, head
Head, head, head, head (and don't)

Don't you know how December ends?
First a kiss on your forehead
Christmas Eve ends, and it's boring
Then so, she left you with nothing

And don't you know how December ends?
After Christmas, she is smiling
Quit pretending, leave first
'Cause tomorrow they're the victim
Even though you were the one trying